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Im sooo jealous
I'm jealous of how you’re mad at me and I want to be mad at you back but you did absolutely nothing wrong that you could easily accept all of my issues but I couldn’t any accept yours. that you made your love so easily accessible and mine was locked in a steel cage with 12 digit password, with a moat filled with alligators I'm jealous you're getting over it but i'm still trying to figure out if i still love you I'm mad that we don't talk anymore At least have poetry Now i'm mad I can't ask you for help with them I'm mad that every poem I can write is about you Shit! This poem is about you I'm jealous that no poems are about me I guess I have to move on I'm jealous that you make moving on look so easy that your ignorance is so blissful I have to cry behind closed doors so your ignorance can stay blissful I'm happy that you're happy That you're getting over me Its good im not a burden anymore That when you give me something i won't feel bad I'm sad you don't give me things anymore The little gifts that signify your love for me… Yeah i miss those Hell i even miss the times you treated me like a child even though you act like one too I'm sorry Sorry for hurting you so many times Hurting you all those times and not even giving you a reason I’m sorry I’m even sorry for this poem This random way of saying everything I can say to your face but never had the courage to. Dejah Watts |
I can see you far away
Like a silhouette You keep your distance now Don't you ever come back If you've stabbed me in the back Just be true please do I don't believe you I'm caught in your web of lies Falling in deep damn Out of my mind God damnit Did we just hit a dead end Losing my feet lost in the deep And my heart begins to shatter Cover me in red And your love breaks every hour Your perfect monsoon I tell you that I'm done it's true Tell my soul I've broke because of you I can't believe it You beat me black and blue I can barely breath,weak My mind isn't right can you see it Is this the end for me I'm in the deep Take heed I can't believe this I thought you were the one for me Take me back please My emotions are free Lost my dreams Lay by me one more time For all I know it's the last time I've been fooled Devon Williams |
..I didn’t even have to see you with her
I could just tell by the way you started to look at me... Your heart had already left me and escaped to her H. Nur |
..I know about your situation
But how can I take that seriously? You're with her but you were just with me You love her but you just loved me I remember how you used to look at me and whisper sweet nothings into my gullible ears Now I am not even sure how your voice sounds or how beautiful those eyes truly are If I told this love tragedy No one would understand I don't even understand H. Nur I knew I shouldn’t have let you stay the night
I text you the next morning, Goodmorning, I love you Even though I know I won't hear from you until Friday I guess you forgot it was Monday H. Nur |
..This whole time I've been in love with a memory
A series of used to be’s and who you were’s I was so blinded by what it was that I couldn’t see what it is That's not all on me though You let it happen You let me drop it all for you You captured my heart and intertwined my soul with the thorns on your tongue that you disguised with I love you’s And now I am lost and you tell me that I am to blame H. Nur |
..I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough for you
Maybe if I was a little different you would have stayed Maybe if I was prettier You wouldn't have fallen out of love with me D. Nianghane |
..You were all I had and you knew that
Yet you still broke me Your words are like an anchor Bringing me into kneeling position at your feet Begging you to stay H. Nur |
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It was doomed from the start
The low clouds used that perfect rainbow as a distraction I mean we couldn't tell We used to say the sun would come out tomorrow Then that turned into a week a month I mean brandy said If you play your cards right maybe we can fall in love I guess you were playing solitaire And I was playing goldfish You were writing love poems I was writing poems that through shade I'm still writing poem that throws shade I'm high key upset You high key don't care But you never cared I don't even know why I'm doing this Pouring my heart out Yet I was the one with my lips locked and heart in a box God forbid you tell me how you feel your friends can decipher your feelings better than I can Makes sense They can decipher my feelings better than I can right? Because That's why you told them right? My feelings sitting in your lap was too much so you passed it to someone else. I wanna be mad But he won't let me I try to rant but his bright smile blinds me The one who does what you couldn't do Who turns that hurt in my heart to a million tiny butterflies And takes my mind off of the guilt making me think about those soft, full lips Damn. I’m getting off topic But you know, run and tell everyone Tell everyone that I've moved on that I don't need you anything more That you left my cup half empty And he made it half full and kept filling until my cup overflow I’m done hiding him behind closed doors. Concealing him just to spare your hurt feelings He’s mine I’m his Deal with it. Dejah Watts |
So I found you
Right All broken and shattered Your lungs constricted And your heart nearly battered Blood dripping from your veins Your speech merely fragments All broken into shards But when I made the masterpiece whole You were a work of art Your smile was pristine Your heart full of joy Your hair glistening In the rays Of the sun above My heart skipped a beat From this feeling of fluttering doves Was this love? Or maybe pride or even both Coming together to collide To make me feel like I'm floating Like I'm on cloud nine And I'm light headed from Thoughts of what we could possibly be How I fell in love So blissfully But? What if it's not meant to be I mean we’ve been through so much We’re like siamese twins We’ll be with each other from now to the end Ride or die for the rest of our lives Maybe I'm the only one whos do or die And I just don't see it Maybe you'll switch up on me Leaving me broken down and beaten All broken down and shattered And my heart nearly battered Blood dripping from my veins My speech merely fragments But you won't find me right You'll be off in some other princes palace Devon Williams |