Young girl
Thought she was in love He was everything That she ever dreamed of She could have sworn he was sent from above What they had It was a connection She loved everything about him He was built to perfection The affection that he gave All the qualities he obtained Even at 17 she imagined carrying that bouquet Waking up to his face everyday But as they say .. good things don’t last And babygirl Just know .. it’s okay It’s okay to be sad It’s okay to cry It’s okay to reminisce It’s okay to not want to forget It’s okay to think about him Every touch Every kiss The world of bliss That deep abyss.. of love Baby girl It’s not supposed to be easy Especially when all you think about is “Why did he leave me, Why doesn’t he want to be with me , is There Something wrong with Me” It’s okay to be hurt it’s okay to pretend That you’re okay with just being friends Even when it all ends Babygirl, it’s okay not to be okay D.Nianghane |
I know you already know this
But you broke my heart Took my delicate sentiment of feelings for you And reciprocated negligence Gave me back everything I didn’t deserve Made me sad Made me insecure Made me stay up for nights on end wondering why I wasn’t good enough Had me waiting for that call Or that text That would let me know what i should do next You could never project your feelings to me Always so complex Causing a mess in my mind A pain in my chest An inability to rest I guess I should’ve noticed that you were no good for me But Im happy didn’t You were the forbidden fruit that I bit into That gruesome villain that I put my trust in The reason I lost myself But as all villains do You unintentionally helped me find the better version of myself See the worth of my wealth Take the words in my head And turn them into a bed of roses for you to soak your body in So enticed by the beauty of it not aware of the thorns pricking your skin Stealing your bitter wine colored nectar For this is what it needs to feed itself Poetry cannot thrive on an empty stomach and Neither can I So I use you as my muse D.Nianghane |
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I asked him one last question before we never spoke again
Do you care? Have you ever cared? Yes, I told you I do. I just can’t have anything to do with you I’m with her now Oh really? That’s what it is? It’s her now? It's okay I’ll be alright H.Nur |
I once sent this message to a boy who broke my heart
I told him that I forgave him and that I loved him I told him he didn’t have to respond Deep down I wanted a response I wanted an apology… some reassurance… some closure I never got a response Two days later I sent him a text I know I said no response but literally no response? He replied and said What do you want me to say? That was all I needed to hear H.Nur |
I will no longer pick up your calls
Or give myself to you because you want me
I will no longer work on your schedule
I will not be canceling my plans to come see you
I will not be scared to find a new love
Real love
H. Nur
Or give myself to you because you want me
I will no longer work on your schedule
I will not be canceling my plans to come see you
I will not be scared to find a new love
Real love
H. Nur
Why do I keep calling?
You didn't answer the first time or the second or the third
I'm trying not to lose you but it seems as if I already have
H. Nur
You didn't answer the first time or the second or the third
I'm trying not to lose you but it seems as if I already have
H. Nur
I just want you to be happy
I want you to be happy with me
I want you.. No I need you
My heart is incomplete without you
H. Nur
I want you to be happy with me
I want you.. No I need you
My heart is incomplete without you
H. Nur
And all those lies you told me,
I still believe them
I believe every last word
I still believe that you love me
I'm still stupid for you
You act like you don't know what you did to me
But it is okay
Because those sweet lips, that goofy smile, and those gorgeous eyes
Are the things I long to experience again
H. Nur
I still believe them
I believe every last word
I still believe that you love me
I'm still stupid for you
You act like you don't know what you did to me
But it is okay
Because those sweet lips, that goofy smile, and those gorgeous eyes
Are the things I long to experience again
H. Nur
Whenever you are ready come on home
I'm still waiting for you
H. Nur
I'm still waiting for you
H. Nur
Each day I feel my heart heal
I knew it wouldn’t be long until I could find my broken pieces and put myself back together
And then I remember what you said to me
Now I’m back at square one
H. Nur
I knew it wouldn’t be long until I could find my broken pieces and put myself back together
And then I remember what you said to me
Now I’m back at square one
H. Nur
He said,
If we don't work out, don’t let me come back
You're amazing.. You deserve to be on a pedestal
All the love you give out is unbelievable but you should give more love to yourself
I love you and I love her but you deserve someone who thinks only of you
I'm not good enough for you.. I can't stand to hurt you
I should've taken his advice…
H, Nur
If we don't work out, don’t let me come back
You're amazing.. You deserve to be on a pedestal
All the love you give out is unbelievable but you should give more love to yourself
I love you and I love her but you deserve someone who thinks only of you
I'm not good enough for you.. I can't stand to hurt you
I should've taken his advice…
H, Nur